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April’s text in pencil:
MY OWN DISCLAIMER TO MYSELF: I thought this book might keep me alive. Also wanted to hang onto it because Bill gave it to me. Then I started writing in it because writing helped keep me from falling apart. Then I started to think, after this is all over...
...if it’s ever over...
...someone should know what it was like to be here when all this was happening. So I guess this note is for someone who might find this book and read all the things I've written in it. (And all the notes I haven't put in yet, because I'm not out of pages yet and I hope to be writing in the margins for quite some time.)
These are my experiences. I saw these things and did these things and tried to write them down as honestly as I could. I'm sure I forgot some things-I was under some stress, as you will see-but what's in this book is, as Tim O'Brien put it in The Things They Carried, "the hard and exact truth as it seemed." (That's one of my favorite books. I never forgot that long after I read it.)
I hope, if you ever read this book, that you are warm, and dry, and loved, and that the Dollar Bug is a distant memory. - AK